An Almost Daily Journal
by Bianca Smith

Saturday, May 2, 2009

nothing inparticular

I'm groggy today. I woke up much later than I have been lately. I didn't sleep very well last night. I crawled in at about 1:30am, which again is much earlier than is normal for me, and I stayed in "stage 2" sleep for almost the entire night. (Stage 2 sleep is the place between conscious thought, and dreaming) Everytime I actually felt like I was drifting in deeper - actually falling asleep, someone would call me! 3 times last night, I got late night calls - needless to say it was annoying and I think, pretty rude. I ended up having to power my phone down so I could return to what was an already unrestfull sleep. But....It wasn't that big of a deal, and to be honest, nothing really, truly makes me mad.

My eyes opened this morning for the very first moment of the day, already looking directly at the clock to see that it was 11:10am. I thought it was pretty amazing to have entered into a new day at 11:10. (11:11am would have been amazing too.) I closed my eyes, and cleared my mind searching for a proper inner vision to manifest - but instead, I accidently lost myself in a short-lived dream. I woke up again to see 11:12. Not sure if I missed 11:11, or if I actually enjoyed it on a deeper level of consciousness.

I'm late now into my Saturday morning. I'm having kettle corn from Trader Joe's for breakfast, because it's delicious and yummy.

This blog isn't really about anything inparticular, so maybe I'll just share a photo with you guys, that I haven't yet posted anywhere. It's one of the photos from the shoot I did in Canada...

(Photo: Coquette Lingerie Int.)


man said...

Kettle corn? What is that? Kind of like ... pop corn? I have no idea. Anyway, it sounds yummy !! You didn't sleep well, so you are a zoombie !! That's normal :) I slept well into saturday morning, altough also was awake by ... dogs ... :)

brooks bayne said...

ever since i read one of your old blog posts about 11:11 i always seem to look at the clock at that time. alyssa thinks i'm cursed now. lol